sunrise and mornings

we sat beside each other while waiting for Mr. sun to rise
i can feel the soft warm breeze of the new day
that moment felt so perfect
leaning on each other's shoulders
the time felt so right
Then quietly, i asked myself, God is he the one you have promised me?
GRrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
suddenly, i heard the growling tiger, I mean thunder
wake up jane, oh, foolish dream!
some part of this short story might be true, but most of it is made up
..it's all because 'm not sleepy yet :P

Waiting Tme

I wrote this letter in December 2009, if I were to write it again, it will be the same letter.:)

Dear Papa God,

Waiting time can be the toughest time in  a woman's life especially at 26, (now I'm 28) (Yes, indeed!) Lord, I might have strayed ( a thousand times) for a while and tripped while waiting but I know I still have a chance to continue to wait for your plans, for my prince and for everything else. Help me to understand that this is a part of the weaning process before I finally reach the things you've promised me. Enable me to remember the life stories of  David and Joseph. Inspire me.
Tonight I recommit myself into the While I'm Waiting Mode, and while I'm waiting , let me serve you, worship you and glorify you more.
Give me the supernatural courage to let go of everything I have to.
So help me, Papa God!